Disclaimer: I drew this with my eyes closed. Because that's what I do now, apparently. I sit in my bed to recover from the brain cramps caused by all these screens that ~illuminate~ my day and do weird loner shit. Like attempt to draw myself with my eyes shut.
And the scary part is it's better than what I can pen with my eyes wide.
I'm back. Because I missed writing, I missed feeling, and I missed having a little place on the interweb to call my own.
To paint a picture of where I am in my life atm, I will refer to the most embarrassing moment of 2016: A few days before Christmas, I walked over to the food court at the mall to grab some lunch -- a sandwich because I was feeling particularly boring that day. When they rang up my order, I frantically gave myself a TSA level pat down desperately trying to find my debit card. No dice, because the night before I had a staff party and put my cards et al. in a purse that was left at home. But, I miraculously had $10 cashish (who even carries cash anymore?) SO, what did I do being the hot mess that I am? I looked to the woman next to me and low key begged her to spot me 75 cents, but because of my previous point (no one carries cash!!!) she told me to give her my 10 and asked them to charge her card for my meal too.
Normal story of a good samaritan, right? Wrong. Because wherever I'm involved, things get uncomfortable so quickly it's unreal.
So what did I do next? I thanked her profusely and then TRIED TO HUG HER?!?!? She didn't love that. Honestly, the memory is blurry because I was so mortified that I've blacked it out.
So yeah, that's about where I'm at in life. Shockingly broke and grasping (literally) onto strangers for guidance and apparently love & the like. But, I'm trying!!!
This blog, my third born, will be (at least I hope) home to a whole lot of hectic. My brain runs at a million miles a minute and I'm not going to apologize for it here. Not in "my" space.
I hope you'll join me on this adventure. Until then, I'm banking on you, "third time's the charm".